Last night I dreamt I was on a swim team.
After watching me swim for a few minutes, the coach decided I shouldn’t
swim more than one length of the pool during meets. Because I don’t do
flip turns, she reasoned, there was no use in swimming more than one
lap.
I woke up frustrated and indignant. In the dream, I wanted
to be a good swimmer for the team, and the coach wasn’t helping me. I
knew I could be better, but I was being held back.
I’ve been
having a lot of dreams like this lately. I wake up frustrated and
anxious. So what’s going on in my waking life to provoke such nightly
discomfort?
Peter and I are buying a house.
Those of you
who are homeowners just nodded knowingly, didn’t you? Because you
already know what I have just learned. . . .that buying a house is an
effective way of showing just how helpless and powerless we are in the
face of a crashingly huge financial system that loves to watch us
squirm.
It all started last summer when Peter and I visited
Topsail Island, North Carolina, a favorite childhood destination of
mine. After a week’s worth of beach strolls and orangey red sunrises
over the sound, we decided to buy a condo there.
As academics on
ten month contracts, we reasoned that buying a summer place while
renting in our college town would give us an investment opportunity
while still allowing us mobility in our job location. It was a
well-reasoned idea, one that I had pondered for a while before Peter
came into my life.
With Peter by my side, the idea could become a
reality much quicker, so a few months ago, we contacted a real estate
agent in North Carolina. We told her the parameters of our search, and
she began emailing links featuring beautiful beach-front condos. As the
snow drifted and the winds howled in Montana, we gazed longingly at
pictures of balconies with ocean views and patio furniture.
Too
soon, we were jerked into reality when we began shopping for mortgages.
We discovered that applying for a mortgage is as personally invasive
(and significantly less comfortable) as an anal probe. They wanted
bank, retirement, and tax statements. They wanted pay stubs and a credit
check and just when we thought we had nothing left to give, they wanted
more: landlord addresses, previous employers, etc. And this was all
before we had left Montana!
As soon as graduation ended, Peter
and I headed for the east coast with high hopes of finding a place early
enough to get it closed before returning to school in August.
Unfortunately, life had other plans for us.
Martha, our MINI
Cooper, had been acting up, complaining of electrical problems since
last summer. Four dealerships and a year later, she finally puttered to a
stop in Rapid City, South Dakota, only one day into our trip from
Montana to North Carolina.
With Martha loaded on a tow truck,
Peter, Gracie the cockatiel, and I endured a seven hour truck drive to
Loveland, Colorado, the closest MINI dealership to Rapid City. After
four bumpy hours on the road, the wind kicked up and a storm descended
bringing hail that sounded like shrapnel piercing the roof of the tow
truck. Martha weathered the storm without a scratch, but as we pulled
into the MINI dealership three hours later, the clouds parted and we saw
the promised land: a Subaru dealership.
A few days later in our
new Subaru, we arrived in North Carolina, ready to condo shop. At this
point in the column, I need to thank my parents, not only for tagging
along but also for exposing me to HGTV’s show, House Hunters.
After watching a few episodes, I learned that house hunting is all about
compromise. No place is perfect, I discovered, but a few condos we saw
weren’t even close.
There was the one with the bouncy floor (some
kind of laminate problem, I guess), the one with the porch screens
ripped out, and my favorite, the one with four couches in the living
room. I know removing the couches was an easy fix, but such a bizarre
furnishing style really made me wonder about the owners.
Finally,
we agreed on our first condo, a small, two bed, two bath place on the
sixth floor of a large, well- maintained building. Though the
furnishings looked like cast offs from the Golden Girls set, I loved the ocean view from the balcony.
But
before we could make an offer, we ran into two significant snags:
first, the building was pet free; second, the building was designated as
a condo-tel (that is, the building would rent condos by the night). The
first problem could be solved with a letter to the Homeowner’s
Association but the second problem proved to be insurmountable.
It
turns out that most mortgages are underwritten by Fannie Mae and/or
Freddie Mac. Neither of these companies will underwrite a mortgage for a
condo housed in a condo-tel.
Really? Companies like Fannie Mae
and Freddie Mac are the reason our economy is in the toilet, but I have
to live up to their *ah-hem* discerning standards? C'mon, coach! Let me
do more than one lap! I swear I can do it!
This setback proved
significant as Topsail has only a few condo buildings, and purchasing a
house was out of the question. Why? Because neither Peter nor I are
interested in taking care of a lawn, garden, roof, etc. We’re not “fix
‘er up” types. The only non “fix ‘er up” homes on Topsail Island are
well beyond our meager professorial salaries.
Back at the
starting block, we asked our realtor to show us a few condos in a resort
building not deemed a condo-tel and were lucky to find a terrific,
affordable place.
At this point, I thought the hard part was
over. We’d found a place and a mortgage, and it would be all downhill
from there. (I just re-read that line and can’t believe how dumb I was).
All
of the hurdles that followed (negotiating with the sellers, finding a
home inspector, finding the best mortgage rate) would have led to fewer
night terrors had I one important character trait: patience.
As I
have mentioned in previous columns, I am a champion worrier, and I
think most of this worry stems from my lack of patience. If I were a
more patient person, I’m sure I’d worry less, but as it is, anyone who’s
seen my left ear (my favorite worry spot) knows I’m one job/home/family
loss short of pulling a Van Gogh.
So for now, we wait. The mortgage company appears to be on board, the contract has been signed, and a close date has been set.
So what do I have left to worry about?
The
owner wants to keep renting out the condo until we close. The thought
of random people’s naked butts on what my furniture is keeping me up at
night.
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